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IAMSOWORRIEDICOULDBREAKINTOAMILLIONPIECESRIGHTNOW

2010-04-20T06:04:00.000-07:00

Sigh... What's happening to me? I used to be much better. Am I taking a turn for the worse right now? Please don't... At least not during such a crucial period of my life. I'm going to need everything I have to get through this unscathed. 'Great'! Jammed again.... Something's not right but what??? My brain? My hands? What?! What?! I can't seem to put my feelings, emotions, opinions, ideas, criticism, comments etc into words lately. Has the typewriter in my brain gone haywire??? Why do I have trouble expressing myself? Did my brain just switch into reverse gear without my knowing? The last thing that I'd want before my MUET test is to be deprived of all my writing skills... GOD IF YOU ARE UP THERE, PLEASE HELP ME!!!

YOU SHOULD BE LISTENING TO THESE!

2010-04-17T07:42:00.000-07:00

B.O.B - Nothing On You

Taio Cruz - Break Ma Heart

Train - Hey, Soul Sister

Cheryl Cole - Fight For This Love

Ludacris - Ma Chick Bad

Usher feat. will.i.am - o.m.g

Bedrock - Young Money

Timbaland feat. Kate Perry - If We Ever Meet Again

Timbaland - Say Something

B.E.P - Imma Bee

Rihanna - Rude Boy

Selena Gomez and The Scene - Naturally

Lady Gaga - Alejandro

The Script - Breakeven

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Ke$ha - Your Love Is Ma Drug

Greenday - Last of The American Girl

Lil Wayne - Drop The World

Snoop Dog - That Tree

Paper Tongues - Trinity

Artic Monkeys - My Propeller

Colby Caillat - I Never Told You

Cypress Hill - Armada Latina

MUET - Mind Ur English Teh eu jin!!!

2010-04-17T02:01:00.000-07:00

Tick tock tick tock~ The clock just keeps on ticking. I'm seriously running out of time. Its exactly a week before my MUET writing, reading and listening test. Oh my gaaaawd! Everything is happening too quickly.. I just had my mid term test weeks ago and now this??? Give me a break. There seemed to be many things for me to do right now. A forest of tutorial trees, an ocean full of assignment sharks, and a bottomless pit filled with little demons who keep yelling "We are your final exam papers!"... Sigh... *shoulders drooping, head facing the ground, raises the white flag* I give up. COME AND GET ME!!! Ok... Maybe not. 'Bout time I start taking things seriously. First things first and bye bye procrastination. Off to read the paper. Hope it will do me some good in my upcoming test. And my shallow pool of general knowledge. =P

You are like the wind~

2010-04-11T05:48:00.000-07:00

You are like the wind... That's how I feel about you. Your attitude can change overnight... As if some ghost possessed you or something. And you start acting so weirdly... What's the problem exactly you tell me??? Have I done something that you are not happy with? Why are all the members of your species like this? Is it fun to just step into someone's life, make a mess out of it and then just bail for no reason whatsoever??? You tell me... Damn I hate you so much. I. HATE. YOU.

iknowwhomyouweretalkingabout

2010-03-24T06:54:00.000-07:00

It may seem like you were talking about someone else...

But deep inside my heart I can feel that I was the one you were referring to...

I know I'm not good enough for you...

Well as a matter of fact I never thought I was good enough for anybody...

Everything from the start till the end was sincerely platonic...

Perhaps you must have seen things the wrong way...

Maybe something I did caused you to misunderstood my intentions..

I'm sorry if I said or did something wrong that may have hurt or annoyed you in any way...

I'm sorry...

I promise you...

You won't hear from me...

Ever again.

珍惜对你凶的女孩

2010-03-23T02:06:00.001-07:00

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，

在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。

于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。

于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。

要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

请你张开你的耳朵，也请你打开你的心，去听她心里真正的呼唤，而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。

如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越传，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。

请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道歉

L I F E

2010-03-22T07:23:00.000-07:00

OLA! Its been a while, folks! Have been kinda bu... Okok... VERY busy with ma work lately. There were assignments, tests, presentations, dramas etc etc. Not to mention another two more test after ma mid term break. Geeez! Never-ending piles of work for me to do! OH GAWD! I just remembered that I haven't completed ma physics assignment which was due...erm...last Friday. Somebody please kill me =( The questions alone are enough to make me faint. Answering them would drain my life force out of me. So, lets just forget about it. For now. Anyway, life's good, very good. I felt that I'm in love with acting now. =P There was simply so much fun portraying the lollipop-sucking police officer who has a bit of Hitler and L (from Death note) flavor in it. I still find it hard to believe that I actually mimicked the way L answers his phone!!! Ma poor group mate. He, or should I say, 'SHE' had to put on make-up so thick that outsiders would have mistaken him/her for a Chinese opera actor. The sight of him adjusting his 'boobs' in the midst of the drama... Well, what can I say? HAHAHAHAHA!!! It was hilarious! His actions were so funny to the extent that ma lecturer, who was evaluating our performance, choked on her drink and the water went up into her nose!!! Sorry Miss Yasmina... We didn't do that on purpose. Really. *giggles* Today's the first day of ma mid term break. And, as expected, it turned out to be a pretty boring one. So what else can I do besides..you guess it... Blogging!!! It certainly feels great being able to share ma experiences with you all through words. Worry not! There will be more to come from me, THE Eujin. *perasan-ing* This is ME signing off. Adios folks!!!

Ps: Forgive me for ma lousy writing skills. It hasn't improved one bit, I know. Haha. I will see what can I do about it.

PROBLEM SOLVED wipe sweat

2010-02-23T10:56:00.000-08:00

Attention people: I've finally managed to enable comments for my posts again. Feel free to 'stain' my blog once again folks! =D

Next stop - HAPPINESS

2010-02-12T05:15:00.000-08:00

Does the title of ma post seem familiar to you? Does it??? DOES IT???!!! Ooops... Sorry if I've intimidated you with the bold letters, emphasis and all that. It's nothing much really.. I don't mind even if you've never come across those three words in any language, MANDARIN to be exact. Haha. I really don't mi... What?! You are telling me you have never heard of 下一站幸福 ??? NO WAY!!! It's like... the BEST mandarin drama ever to be broadcasted on planet Earth! The B-E-S-T!!! OK you can stop reading my post and go watch it now. As in this very moment NOW. For those who have already watched it, well... Sorry to disappoint you guys, but I'm off to watch episode 12 of 下一站幸福 now. Hehehe. Buhbye!!!

To Be Continued...

We wish you a boring Christmas.. We wish you a boring Christmas.. We wish you a boring Christmas.. And a happieeeee new year~

2009-12-26T07:32:00.000-08:00

Hmmmm... What can I say? This year's Christmas wasn't THAT bad... Went to my cousin's house, had 2 matches of DotA with him, went for a swim at Penang Time Square on Friday with him (ps: his dad owns an apartment there. RICH fella.), went shopping for clothes*smiles* on Sunday at Sunshine Farlim, had dinner at a hawker centre somewhere in Air Itam after that before heading home and taa-daaaaaaaa~! Here I am! Sigh... Missed my family gathering though. Ma mum was kinda tired and sleepy so she decided to skipped this once... And we accompanied her.
Sigh... This wasn't exactly my idea of a perfect Christmas. Presents!!! I WAN MA PRESENTS!!! Santa, didn't you read my letter? Or was I in the naughty list?! OH NO!!! T.T
Well I'm returning to Malacca tomorrow. Too bad, wish I could stay here a little longer. But duty calls! I mean... Academic obligation calls. =( Guess its time for me to turn in. Goodnight everyone. See you in the historical city. Toodles!

AVATAR = AWESOME

2009-12-18T08:46:00.000-08:00

SPOILER ALERT!!! DO NOT READ THIS POST UNLESS YOU HAVE WATCHED THE SHOW.

Oh yea babe! Finally watched Avatar. One word: AMAZING! This show is super nice man. It takes you on a once-in-a-lifetime ride to a planet called Pandora where humans and blue human-like creatures called Na'vi co-exist. Erm... Not exactly co-exist I would say. We humans are in fact the intruders on that earth-like planet. Poor blue kitties... They can't even protect themselves against the bullets, missiles and grenades of the humans, let alone their home, the Hometree. I know. The name sounds kinda lame. Should've called it the Tree of Life or something. But they don't wana get sued by Blizzard do they?(Only those who play DotA understands this LOL) Oh, did I mention why they wana burn that humongous tree down? No? Well its because the tree coincidentally lies above the largest deposit of Unobtanium on Pandora. Yea you got it! An energy source that can save planet Earth from its energy crisis. And that grey rock fetches a huge amount of profit too. 20 million US dollars per kg? Thats a hell lot of money if you ask me. Sososo... The humans wanted them. The blue kitties refused to shift. So here comes the saviour of mankind, Jake Sully!!! *applause* Erm... You might wana hold your applause for a moment folks. Or at least wait till you read till the very end of this post. Well you see.. Jake Sully wasn't part of this mission at first. Unfortunately his twin brother, who was the supposed messiah of humanity, was killed in a roberry attempt. Sososo... Jake took over with no experience whatsoever. His main goal - To gain the trust of the blue kitties. But we have to look like an alien to win the hearts of the aliens right right right? Thus the AVATAR. Yay!!! Its actually a genetically-bred human-Navi hybrid, created with the sole purpose of infiltrating the native humanoids' home. Sososo... Jake controlled his brother's Avatar, went into the wild, bonded with the native tribe and quickly found himself falling for the beautiful Neytiri. Thus the betrayal began!!! =) Then there's the fighting scenes.. WOW! Uber cool man!!! Planes, battleships and armoured suits on the humans' side + Direhorses, mountain banshees and the almighty Toruk on the Na'vis' side = Tonnes of action!!! Sososo... the two sides fought fought fought until no one was left standing.@.@ No lar.. The Na'vis won. Jake survived. Neytiri survived. And so did a small amount of human soldiers and Na'vi warriors. The humans were later driven off Pandora once and for all. In the end, Jake gave up his human life and permanently became a Na'vi. =) Happy endings.. Simply loooooooooove them!

NOTIFICATION

2009-12-16T10:32:00.000-08:00

Sorry to inform you guys that there has been a minor problem with my settings, disabling all comments for reasons only the big guy up there knew. Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease leave your comments in the chat box on your right. Thankieeeeeew~ ^^

My arch enemy - The Flu Bug

2009-12-16T03:21:00.000-08:00

OH NOOOOOOOOO!!!! Not again?! What have i done to you oh mighty flu bug? Tell me lar.. What have i done to u? There are like 6.804 billion people in the world as of 15 december 2009... So why me and not them? Why??????? Okay. Stop it Eujin. Keep your cool. You are just being stupid, yelling non-stop like a maniac. Sigh...
Huh? Oh hi!!! Didn't notice you there. Hahaha... My bad. Well you see, I'm sick again. Flu. No thanks to the flu bug (CURSE YOU!!!). I seriously have no idea why am I so prone to flu. Did I offend the inventor of flu or something? *chuckles* Aherm... Now isn't the time to crack some silly jokes. Sigh.... My physics quiz arrrrrrr... To think that I fell sick on the day that I was supposed to sit for two quizzes. That's right, TWO for God's sake!!!! This is sad... Don't you agree with me? Well what can I say??? I'm just plain unlucky.. Thats all. OK lar... I better go make myself a nice glass of warm milk, take my medication and turn in early (just for today*winks*). Don't miss me kies? =P Cya folks!!!!

Karaoke... Anyone???

2009-12-13T07:41:00.000-08:00

Once again, my housemates are having a karaoke session at home, just right in front of me, singing their lungs out. Sigh. Wish I could join them. But then again, singing just isn't my thing. Not that I can't sing... I'm simply not interested in showing off my voice to the public. Aherm aherm... Not that I have something to boast about. =P Well all the best to their poor voice boxes in their throats. They certainly deserve a good rest tonight.* WHO LET THE DOGS OUT? WOOOOF WOOOOF WOOF WOOF!!!*

Eujin makes his debut in the realm of blogging!

2009-12-12T15:27:00.000-08:00

MALACCA: Yes folks! He's finally here! Penangite-turned-'Malaccan' dude Eujin has finally made his loooooooong-awaited debut in the cruel *evil grin* world of blogging. Hip hip hooooooooray! The Star daily managed to interview him early this morning (7.45 to be exact),courtesy of his ever-willingness to appear on the front page of an established paper. *winks* Here is what he has to say on his first post:

Yes, yes, i know i know. The people out there are drooling all over my blog right now so what else can I say?*applause* Its an undisputed fact that i'm famous.*more applause* People all over the world respect and revere me.*even more applause* So rest assured that I will continue posting more interesting stuffs in DECADES to come for my oh-so-loving fans out there. *standing ovation* Thank you thank you. I love you all! Muacks!!!

Ps: Oh, and did I mention that Eujin is actually the one and only disciple of the current Perasan King Alvin? =P